That is all.
you may move along now.
- Mood:
giggly
- Depressed
- Drinking again.
- Downloading a shitton of TF comics, again.
- We leave on like Tuesday or some shit.
- I'm considering joining the NG again, only this time a lot more seriously.
There's a run down.
Even though I never get a "Oh hey Kat, how's it going?"
I just guess no one fucking cares anymore.
- Mood:
Emo and pissed. :
It's the TMobile G1. It's a phone that has a plan that's mandatory that you have internet access on it. And what's so epic about this phone, is that you don't get the cellphone internet on it. You get the real internet on it. It's like a pocket computer. Plus I really want to play with that barcode scanner it has in it.
But yeah.
When I get it, I will get everyone's number (again, to make sure I have everything right). And I will regularly call, or text or send random picture messages.
This way, no one can say I'm forgetting anyone, or leaving anyone behind. I can log on to Yahoo! And AIM on that phone, so get off my ass and grow up. I can update livejournal and all of that fun stuff from it too. And keep you guys posted with pictures.
I will spam you all with pictures of PA.
Also for future reference I now have a Twitter and a Facebook;
And for those of you who don't know:
Myspace
So yeah. This is the official post basically. I'm not changing my mind. The only thing I'd change my mind about is whether or not I come back at all. I feel in my gut that I will be happy up there, so we'll wait and see just how different it is and whether or not I really want to stay for more than about a year.
Regardless, I'm a big girl, and at this point I could care less if I upset any of you by deciding to stay or not. I'm free to do what I want. Honestly, I'm tired. I'm tired of doting every waking moment to making people happy when they won't appreciate me or what I'm doing. It's exactly why I'm going to see my grandmother. Get to know her. Actually spend some time with her.
She doesn't know me. But she loves me anyway.
I don't want her to regret never knowing her first granddaughter (Durr, I think I am at least. Direct blood line relation at least. My adopted cousin doesn't count? I don't know. I could be wrong about being first. Either way...)
I can understand that you're all upset with me on some level about this. I'm leaving to go to another state. Honestly, this is just the internet. As much as I'd love to say that half of your opinions truly matter to me, unless I've spoken to you over the phone for any significant amount of time (I have Jess, I have. =| It was back when I got Crisis Core, remember? Leanna told me to turn the volume down because she had heard it enough playing it herself. xD), or met you in person face to face, I honestly don't care how you feel about this.
Yes, we are friends. Yes I do enjoy talking to all of you if you're still alive and kicking and dealing with me. I do care about you all. But I can only care so much when there's hundred of thousands of miles and some screens that are keeping us from really connecting face to face.
So yeah.
No, I'm not leaving any of you. I'm not going to suddenly disappear off the face of the planet for a year and then suddenly pop back up and act like I never went anywhere. I'm going to make an effort to stay in contact with you all, that way if I don't come back, you all at least know I still fucking care.
Yeah things change and peoples minds change and all, which is why I'm doing this. You all, as my friends, have the right to know when I change my mind about staying or leaving.
Regardless if I suddenly decide not to leave Florida, I am getting that phone. It was supposed to be my birthday present if you all remember, but we suddenly had to move. Yeah.
When I go, I will be taking my laptop, though more so for the purpose of having access to using my tablet and writing. My grandma does not have internet, I doubt she even has cable anymore. I'm not going to ask her to get either of those services either. I'm sure I can manage without them.
I'll be taking some of my manga and such just to have something to read.
I'm going to try and sell all of my DVDs before I leave.
And by all I believe I mean all. My brand new, unwatched Sengoku Basara volumes (as well as the two that are coming later this year.), included.
I know. Why sell it if I'm coming back? It's just. As much as I love the series and love having all this stuff to show my love for them, it just.... it causes a lot of shit for me. And I hate it. I can't openly enjoy something in my family without them having some level of disrespect for it.
That is not the reason I got into Transformers.
Don't get me wrong. I didn't get into that because it's like the only thing in the family everyone loves and enjoys. Do not accuse me of that. I got into it because I enjoy it.
Anyway.
I'll be taking my clothes, and my cosplay. There are conventions up there I can go to while I'm there, so it'd be pointless to leave it all here.
I'm actually going to bring a majority of my stuff up there next month when we go to visit. So it's ready for when I get back.
And while the thought of the formers are still fresh, yes. I'm taking Sideswipe and Soundwave (both of the wavers x3) with me. They are my preciouses, and I refuse to leave them behind. I need them. I swear I do. But everything else can stay or get sold. Which actually, Jade what was that manga community again? I may try there to sell some of my manga. It's just getting to be too much to lug around all the time what with how we constantly move.
But yeah.
That's. About it I guess. That's all I can think of at least.
:)
This post is left public so everyone that visits the journal will now know. Thanks.
- Mood:
cold
I found the M&M's all nearly on the shelf, and in a hurry to get home before it got hot, grabbed a bag.
Oblivious to what I had truly just grabbed, I checked out and went home.
At home I discovered this:
There's a Starscream on my M&M's bag.
Now I'm afraid of eating them. =|
- Mood:
amused
LOL. It's raped every one of my fandoms now.
( More youboob findings under here. )
SOMEONE NEEDS TO MAKE A FAN-ANIMATION WITH A JOKE ABOUT IRONHIDE AND HIS CANNONS. ONLY. MAKE IT A RASENGAN JOKE.
GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO.
- Mood: amused
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